On the verge of crying.

I made a hot mess out of my life. And I don't know how I am going to get back on track. This semester.. This semester.. I have gone through a lot. Mostly downs. I don't know, how do I say "No" to things?! I've learnt very well to hide my feelings and sometimes, I give the others a chance to do the things that I like. But why are all this coming back to haunt me?



I'm trying.. I am really trying.