We talk even lesser than when I talk with my friends. We meet even lesser than I meet the less frequent people. We text even lesser and sometimes, was ignored. It is so hard to reach out to you. I guess, the distance is not helping at all. I meet a lot of wonderful people. I meet all kinds of people. And I do not know how to feel. I want to embrace everything and become speechless after that.
I guess, things get very tiring and mundane. The aim / goal gets harder to achieve and well, when one is not a quiter, quit is all he can do. Things become strange and I do not know what to do. The past keeps haunting and the future, so dim. The friends you celebrate life for suddenly become the deaths of you. Change is the only constant and your only strategy is to cross the bridge when you get there. But when you only cross the bridge when you get there, it gets difficult. What if there are sharks under the bridge and the bridge can't hold all of us? Nobody thought of that and everyone panics. Who will help us then?
I am not a good decision maker but if that's all I can do, if you're leaving the decision making to me, if you're not going to put in any effort to prove, that that is my decision, even if I am going to regret it sooner or later. Because the heart cannot deal with too many heartaches and the brain just followed the heart. I'll miss you, of course. If you need me, I'll try and be there.
*This post has been a dedication of some sort.
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