RAYA UP!

Duuuuudeeeeeeee, yesterday was such an awesome day. It was really really awesome I love it and I miss my girls already. Although we had to fork out a lot more than we expected but oh wel, there will always be hiccups here and there.

Oh, and I am waiting for the photos but I don't think I will get to see the photos or my new classmates and my timetable until friday (or maybe sunday) but I am super excited for the camp. (maybe?) but I think I'll be fine in this semi-healthy being.

I haven't google on steve job and something else. Oh well, should I?! Hahah. Maybe I should after I play some tetris battle. Will miss it a lot!

The guy is so annoying keep sleeping and ignoring me. Too busy with Army. (Army, you suck) and I'm pigging up on mini chocolate danish from giant. Ah, so good, sinful sia. HAHA.

I need to run. :D Goodbye for now darlings.

ps: the title, it's something like power up but it's raya because of yesterday... so it is raya up.. erm.. you get it? yeah? yeah... :D

Slurring

I'm not a person you want to put a dateline on. I'm jsut not that. Even more when I am on a supposed holidays and this is really not my job. Urgh, sucks like hell.

Anyways, the chalet was a success. It was fun! Though I didn't take any photos at all. HAHA. Too much fun. We did not sleep, went out for macs at 2 am and 4 am. played the new game the kids taught me. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.

I love everyone of you.

Now, back to business. Tired like hell as well.

On the run

Sorry for not posting too often. Been a busy bee and my heart just wasn't into writing that much. but now that I have the mood, and the time, why shouldn't I, right?

This week was emotionally stressful. It was too hard to handle. Late nights because of nothing, crying myself to sleep over something small. It must have been PMS cuz I don't have another answer for it.

Drama has a new instructor now. Gloria is so much fun. It has been very wonderful. Really, really very wonderful, actually. :D She's doing physical theatre with us and I really love physical theatre. I might not tell anyone but I really love moves. Such a sucker for dancers. Especially those contemporary or modern dancers. As well as b-boys. (Hah. Now that it is on this blog, it is not quite a secret, it is? But no one reads this old blog anymore anyway)

Well, it is still Raya and today, I still see a lot of them going out walking in those bling bling looking so nice and I am jealous. Really jealous. I have a thing for kurungs, actually. They're all so nice and delicate and fluffy, they make you want to wear them all night and day. (okay, maybe not the songket. They're hot as hell)

I'm a person with a lot of dreams. It doesn't hurt, does it? I just want to try everything and anything that I can have my hand on. It would have been nice to have a lot of money. Anyone wants to sponsor me? My wish right now is to be able to travel. While I am still schooling. Like on a holiday. Backpacking. Oh, the possibilities. :D But there are a lot of responsibilities around here and I have to stay focused on the priority. Being a good girl, here. Teehee.

Anyway, I am thinking of replacing my torch for an apple product. Should I wait for the new one or just settle and be happy with the previous version? I think I should just settle down with the previous version but many said to wait for the newer ones. I have waited for a lot of things in my life. One is going into H&M. (hahahahah. we shall not even go there. menyakitkan hati betul) I should seek The Man's advice. He's keen on me replacing my torch. Maybe he could see I was a bit unhappy with it. I am sorry, love. It was such a great present but I couldn't do much with it.

I NEED TO CUT MY HAIR. Kim and I agreed to wait for two weeks till we cut our hair. I, at least, need to cut (or rather, shave) off my sideburns. That's as far as I would go, maybe.

We got into finals for a fashion competition. We're doing Off Centre for our reflections. There's a drama chalet this Wednesday. I'm going ubin for 4 days the last week of September. My uncle is participating in Expo and I am expected to help in the last weekend of September too. I have yet to buy another pair of very comfortable jeans from Forever 21 (which is really cheap and I hope is still there). I have also yet to buy feather fan and black gloves for my aunt's dinner and dance which she needs by this Friday. I have yet to make consent forms for the chalet. This might look like trouble for me but I'll love the time spent thinking about nothing at the moment. Although I would really love a bubble bath or a luxury sleep.

I just finished reading a book. Which made me realized how fortunate I am in this world. Lucky beings, please realize that you're lucky. I really didn't know what the expression, "when the going gets tough, the tough gets going", mean until I read this book to its end. It is really an amazing book. And the author had really captured my heart. It goes out to Lily and Laurence. It really does. It is so hard to see people who don't deserve to be down in the dumps to be there, down in the dumps. It is heartbreaking but the positivity they have, although little and might dwindle by the time goes by, is really amazing. "The Only Way Is Up" by Carole Matthews. Get it if your spirit need some polishing or you need some convincing. This book will help you. Trust me, it will.

And Hafiz, I love you very very much. We'll be alright at the end of the day. I had a bad dream about us. We were arguing about planning and I was against crossing the bridge when we get there. I was furious. Maybe it is a sign that we start planning? I hate going around living each day as it is. I need to look forward to something at the end of the day. I love you. I wouldn't want to lose you too.

Who's laughing now?

YOU'RE SUCH A __________.

BEEN FEELING KINDA UPTIGHT. I AM SAVING UP FOR A TRIPPPPP. COME ON COME ON COME ON!! :D

Starry Eyed

It was shopping day for me, big soldier, kapi and kamsadi. haha. enjoying the life ah you guys. And everytime I meet them, I feel inspired. Really.

H&M was a bit frustrating. Queue was too long. Stocks and sizes were unavailable. But I'm hoping for the best! Next month hwaiting! Wait till everything died down lah. HAHAH.

Much Love. <3

ADVANTURE

I had a lot of fun last week. Saturday was phenomenal. Sunday was just, delirious. I hoped that this week, it will be the same. ^^,

We intended a 'surprise' for Hid. It was exciting as well as painful. Dude, I was in a 4-inch heels (I know, my fault but when you have the heels, you need to flaunt it, LOL). But it was nice to see her laughter and "tak perlu eh korang". She was so embarassed becase people was walking around and wanted to get a good look at the 'birthday' girl. HAH.

Thank you guys for taking me in as Qayyum's friend and making me one of you. I am not going to be awkward around you anymore. HAHAHA. -.-"

We ate at a Hong Kong cafe at Liang Court and it was deliciousssss~!

The Sparkling Dracula and Berry Mexicana is to die for. The Milk Tea was okay lah but I didn't get a chance to taste the Ice Lemon Tea. Fod was delicious. Everyone is a happy kid after a meal. But we didn't expect what to happen next...

WE WERE LOST LIKE BUNNIES ENTERING A TOWN.

We even had a map with us! But I bragged being at 72-13. HAHA. Just because, well, nobody knew the answer. I meant, my dad knows everywhere and when I asked him how to get to 72-13, he was dumbfounded. SO, YEAAAH.

We arrived, saw the others and the SHOW WAS MAGICAL. It was really worth it because wit was really thought provoking. It was phenomenal and I should really start knowing my politics. CSJ lah. ABJ lah. But I ask you one thing, you know what the 5 star ad the crescent on the flag stands for? Don't google it. Think, and if you think you get the answer, google it. For if we're such ignorant bastards, we'll still be a stranger in our own country. So, is ignorance still bliss afterall? T.T

While Watching the show, somebody found loveeeeee~

H&M is here in Singapore~!!! And there are going to stay for good. This little lady is going to visit it TODAY. Aaahh. So exciting! :D Much Love.

bye, baby dearest.

Heard that big soldier is graduating soon. Tomorrow to be exact. Hope you're going to get posted to a new unit away from pasir laba. I want you to be excited and learn new things! Cuz then I can learn new things too! ^^, Getting the beret tomorrow, right? Heehee. Must show me and let me take a picture and post it here. Sooo excited! :D

Anyways, went for a bit of shopping yesterday with Q and Kim. Bought a new wallet and a small sling bag. It was a good bargain. Dude, it was only $13 each! It was on saaaale. Hehh. I really really like. Though, I was A BIT disappointed cuz I saw another bag that I REALLY like after I purchased my bags, i was thankful and really excited. Of course lah. GOT TO SHOP WHAT. ^^,

The one ticked is my choice. I was really spoilt for choices. :/

I was also excited with what I was wearing today! I bought a dress a few weeks, or was it days? back from Meem Clothings at the bazaar the other day. So, we I paired it with the long black dress I got from another shop which was in Geylang as well. Haha. Heaven. paired it with zappi and walllaaaaa~! <3 It has a similar look like this just without the heels. Wanted to show off my new pair or Raya shoes. ^^,

I need to find people who are willing to design for free. Need help with illustrator. i already have the design in mind but I have problem executing it. I hope to know a person as soon as possible. Le Sigh. Will try my besttt!

Talking about best bargain, New Look is having a sale!!! It is definitely worth a look see just because! Haha, no, seriously. They're celebrating their 2 year old birthday and if you purchase items at regular price, the second item is only $2!! That's why my stuff was $13 each. ^^, I am so good at this thing. Cheap thrills!! <3 Do have a look see and bring back lots of stuff. Although you'll be a lot less richer you'll be happy and it was all worth the money. I hope I'm right. :D

Till later, love you all. <3